Dec 8 Thankful for Joy

I have not written for quite a few weeks.

During this time, I re-examined my life again in facing the possibility of cancer recurrence. I come to terms that I do not have a “clean bill of health.” Rather, I have to take good care of my body and get proper checks to monitor the side effects of treatment as well as a possible recurrence. I pray for His guidance to do what needs to be done and yet rest in His sovereignty, trusting that His love can carry me through in all circumstances. I will live life fully and not count how many years I may have. Rather I would count His blessings (thanks to a friend reminding me with the song Count Your Blessings)and I expect plenty in the days to come.

Last Wednesday was the last day of class. Before one realizes it, the semester is over. During class presentation, a couple of students mimic me and it was hilarious! I suddenly realized I had such a good time this semester despite physical ailments. It was a joyful and blessed semester. I was most thankful that I “discovered” my love for the students: I do care a lot about their growth and development. It is good to feel more of my heart in my teaching. I pray that the Lord will direct me in sharing the gospel here – my faith is central and it would be quite difficult to share my life without sharing Christ.

Thank God for giving me great joy in teaching – feeling pretty cheerful as His helper!